I've been in such a strange mood recently.
As you know I am usually a bag of laughs and generally a brilliant person to be around (cough) but there's something about leaving college and home soon that is really scaring me.
I am a bit of a daddy's girl and so the thought of not coming home to my family everyday is pretty bizzare to imagine. My dad taught me how to use the washing machine the other day :S God knows how I will survive when I don't have Bonnie to fix the TV when there's a problem. Uh oh! Of course it's not just their technical skills I will miss but that will be the main thing. MEGALOL JOKEZ!
I have been thinking about how little I'm gonna see of my friends over the summer too. It's weird, I've never felt like this. I spose it's because I always knew I would come back to trusty ol' Burgess Hill and all my friends would still be close-by(ish). I feel like I've finally got my friend group down to the people who I want to know for the rest of my life and so the idea of leaving that security is a bit scary. I also feel like I'm only just getting really close with some people and I'm not going to have enough time with them, which sucks because I love them to pieces.
GOD THIS IS A SOPPY BLOG.
(Before I start, hello to all the people who scrolled down straight away. Welcome)
In lighter news, I am off to Glastonbury on friday after my A-level english exam. I AM SOO EXCITED.
My dad is already there as we speak which is weird. I am so used to being there before everyone else and so getting there when it's already started (with the muggles) will be an alien experience. I have written a list of the acts I want to see;
FRIDAY
Fleet Foxes
Mumford&Sons
Cee Lo Green
SATURDAY
Jessie J
Fools Gold
Aloe Blac
Newton Faulkner
Coldplay (allow me this guilty pleasure)
SUNDAY
Laura Marling
Paul Simon
Plan B
Pendulum
Beyonce (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
As you can probably tell I am most excited about Beyonce. I WILL be down the very front for her. I WILL!
I shall be shaking my booty for the whole glorious 1 & 1/2 hours she is on stage (so look out for me on the tele)
After that I have 2 days to respawn and prepare for travelling. During this time I will be unpacking Glastonbury, repacking my backpack and having a little gathering with my freunden which will be very jolly indeed.
I have already started my preparation for travelling with my bestest buddy Hannah. Today I felt very grown-up going into my bank to pay in all the moneys I've been saving up in the box in my room. I filled in the pay-in slip and stated I had £678 to give. The women behind the desk obviously expected me to pull it all out in notes but no. I had the majority in notes but I then proceeded to spill out what seemed like millions of coins. Her face dropped and she began to count every single one of them. They had to open another window because, as you can imagine, a hefty queue began to form behind me :S
Thanks for reading, thats a weight off my chest :)
Lots of loving coming your way from me
xxxx
